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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 18:56:10 GMT

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 17:57:13 GMT

It is definitely good to move on with your life. But sometimes it's also advantageous to bring yourself back to the past and recount what you went through with your newfound strength, mentality and growth held firmly in hand. There are countless lessons to be learned from past situations that you may have closed yourself off to because you were in a different frame of mind.

I personally went through tremendous amounts of pain, loss, and heartache as a child and even now. Every once in awhile I'll bring myself back to those times to see if there is another lesson I could "extract" from it. You cannot be afraid to take a dive into negativity. Only through immersing yourself in it can you finally find the strength to overcome such adversity in the future. You know what I'm talking about right? This "future adversity" that nobody can hide from. This "future adversity" that everyone will undoubtedly face. Over, and over, and over again.

You can't be afraid of struggle, pain, hurt because it's a part of life. Accept it and your perception of reality will begin to take that next evolutionary step towards self harmony. However, you cannot remain there because if you do then you will be trapped by the shackles of negativity. Sure it sounds easier said than done.....FACT: some things just are "easier said than done" so accept that as well........but there is no denying that it is within our realm of possibility.

So many people going through so much strife. Life long lessons will be learned within these next few months......let's hope they step up.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 13:37:31 GMT

aight
yesterday's happeninz: went to o'side high rye after school to meet up with people but they weren't there... they went home tho... s'all good i guess...
met up wit chris and derek... went to Mandarin, met up with isann, quincy, and jay... then to Bubble Tea... to the Mall... then to my house...

by o'side high

at BBT. chris n' derek

inside BBT. jay, isann, n' quincy

BBT. chris, isann, quincy, n' jay... (wut u doin jay? haha)

at the Mall. chris, me, n' quincy lol

Mall. me n' chris

Mall. quincy, chris, n' me

stoped by LnL Hawaiin BBQ err sumthin' to get sum applications cuz they hirin' buh they ran out.. come bak next time i guess...
went home.. chilled fo a little... and went to walmart after they left...

tomorrow gon' head to LA for my lil' cuhz b-day party, chris n' quincy comin keep me company.. should b' fun... hopefully..

daz it... peace

Friday, September 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 19:39:52 GMT

aight y0 waddup? hehe been a while since i blogged up in dis... been lazy 'nd therr's nun' really to write bout, err'thing been hellu' borin' for me eva' since i transferred sku.. gives me too much free time... buh s'all good tho' gon' b makin sum money.. heh err'body's gon' b at sku, shouldn't be hard to find a job... matter fact amma go look fo' one today hehe..

hmm.. err'thing been chyll' wit' me i guess... next week my Lola gon' b comin' here from the PI hehe so excited... damn finally haha my ma' will get off my bak... hopefully...
tomorrow im prolly gon' head to LA for my lil' cuhzin's b-day party. aint shure yet tho buh ye' imma' see wat comes up...

write more later... peace

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aight late

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 20:41:04 GMT

Lexus IS 300

Toyota Supra '03 Fortune Model

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 08:45:13 GMT

hmm... waddup yo? jus' updatin' dis sheiit.... yeuh... nuthins' been gon' on... just been bored and stuph... nuthin' really to write about
all dis week and pass weeks the house has been a mess. the whole house was re-piped cuz yea... one pipe broke... to my mom it means u gotta' replace everything...
then they hadda' replace the ceilings cuz they tore da shit outa' of it... all the carpet were replaced and re-done... all the walls and rooms we're re-painted..... and next week they gonna polish the marble floor err sumthin.. ionnu.... buh im glad its almost over finally.... tired' a liftin' and puttin' bak furnitures.... heh

hmmm write more later

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 18:08:56 GMT

aight,

friday woke up hella' early n' headed down south San Diego off Sea World Drive to go tuna fishing... i dont even knw why i went, i dont even like fishin... is koo sumtymes i guess... buh dis tyme i wus fukin' sik the entire trip, so i slept the entire trip heh... ish pretty boring.. hmm.. wah else? oh yeah! i saw fish! big ones too! heh datz it....

at night got dropped off at the movies... a "grop" of people wus therr...it was packed... chris' ex's was all ova' there... hmm, tryna' remember them, i think it was ex's #99, #103, and #152? heh j/k...

got free ticket... pretty much everyone did... we knw the manager, cuz' a gerald...
people wus gettin' there at diff. times... so some watched diff. movies...
gerald, chris, quincy, rommel, mike, parry, paul, elvis, came... and sum other dood Tua? (paul and parry's older cousin) and elvis' friend... forgot... den ateh myelin' came watch it wit us for a lil' bit.. (she works there) den poof* she disapeared

watched AVP, it wus kinda' dumb... wus it s'ppose to b' scary? cuz people were crackin' up... shoulda' known better... wait for the dvd ya'll, aint worth wastin' yo money.
met up, chylled n' talked after.. went to BBT then to the pier.... and yea... dats when things happen... =/

i thought sumthin' wus gon' go down... me n' chris wus walkin' n' spotted kyle sittin' in the bench... where theres kyle, there must b' a marcus.. where theres marcus and kyle theres usually others... dey came up and its all blah blah blah... dey were drunk'. 2 of their friends showed up, turn out to be my old homies from way bak... haven't heard of 'em for like 3 years... drop outs no wonder why heh...
buh is all dumb shiit... marcus and parry n' paul wouldn't stop da blah blah... we were all on the side of the pier for like 30 minutes jus' fallin' asleep... buh' nun' happened... cops were like roamin' da place... we all left eventually... its all stoopid shiit if u ask me, how'd it all start agen anyway?

headed bak toward the regals to get picked up... den poof* ateh myelin' showed up outa' no where, hehe den she got picked up by adrian, den us right after... got home, got yelled at... =/ wah for? ionnu, it wasn't even dat late.. buh w/e what else is new right?

damn you knw what i hate? when people think they knw, but dey dont hav' a fukin' clue wats goin' on... its like u dont live wit me or nun'... shiit u dont know wats goin' on...

"what u see, could all just be an illusion" stole that from sumwhere hehe

shout out for dis one girl -d0nna she's da koOLest!! heh those guys in FL dun knw wut dey missin' hehe

laterrz

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 20:22:55 GMT

uh! ya' feel' it? shake dat shhiieet.... heh.. movies friday ya'll!

¿or?

avp or white castle? meybe both heh... everyone's sayin white castles' pretty good... and avp is aight to me, n' das wut everyone wants to see... w/e i jus' wanna' go out n chyll wit' people n' meet sum people

hii d0 nnna!!!

Monday, August 09, 2004

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 18:00:58 GMT

i thought da trip was gon' b pretty chyll but things didn't go exactly as planned..
we were suppose to meet up with my relatives from san francisco, but they left the same day we got there... i was like wtf? its all confusing to me cuz my parents never tell me anything. w/e now it was gon' be hella gay, cuz i have no cuzzins chyll wit... i grew up wit dem in the PI n' everything so i was lookin' forward into seeing them too.

aight...
Saturday woke up late. Later me n' my dad went to look at houses n' found one. Its pretty dope, 4 bedrooms n' its gon' b on top a hill wid its back facing the city. So it has a nice beautiful view of the whole strip at night... Got all the info, then dropped me off at my aunt Beverly's house.
Vegas is ugly durin' da day, and hot... feels like ur in an oven... never went down below 107 degrees...
At night dey went to the strip, but i din't go... there's really nun' to do by yo self, and i knw they gonna' b' stayin' der till 5 in the morning gambling... i jus' saved the money n' spent the night at my aunts house, wit' my lil cousin BJ...
Sunday woke up late. Went back to the house, took a shower. Then my aunt drove us everywhere while my parents went and bought the lot for the new house. man... she's the dopest aunty ever! lol she took us everywhere... in her car she had windows down music bumpin' volume to da max n' shit.. lol evrytime we drive by, people would turn dey heads... how many aunties do that? heh.. at 6 went home... fun over... cleaned up then headed bak to cali... weekend over...
oh well... next time.. next time.... heh
late

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 01:10:40 GMT

off to vegas.. c'yall monday....